One step at a time…

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This week started out a little rocky. I’ve had a lot on my mind and subconsciously I kept trying to act as if nothing was bothering me. So I walk into work Monday morning and slightly became emotional.  I’ve been working so hard for a new promotion for the last 7 months. I’ve been totally swamped thoughts of doubt in my mind. Why would they pick me? I even told my self to go on and just give up so that I could have less stress. Then I’ve been in the process of changing my environment… and on top of that.. I’ve been trying to hit the ground running on a new radio show I am apart of. It’s a lot of thoughts, feelings and stress I didn’t realize I was carrying. Monday at 10 am… I clocked in and tears rolled down my face silently releasing my fears of change. My frustration of feeling like I’ve been working so hard for nothing. 10 minutes later I sucked it up and said to myself “woman up.” Dry your tears and keep going. I had to realize that everything is not instant. Change is inevitable and lastly, it’s ok to get down for a moment as long as you can pick yourself back up.  I had a “keep it 100” reality check with one of my friends  later that evening… and it’s with those reality checks you realize life ain’t half bad. Sometimes it takes another pair of eyes to show you where you are isn’t where you will always be. One step at a time is how progress is made. Pushing when you feel you have nothing left is how you reach true success. It’s Incredible what a difference a good nights sleep will do. I woke up yesterday smiling to myself saying.. Krystal why were you trippin… you got this! Yes I talk to myself.. no shame in that! But the reality is, what’s the use in focusing on what hasn’t happened yet. I’m learning that each day is an opportunity to make it happen… I’m always shocked at my ability to get back up… I’m always amazed at my inner strength to move even if I’m all on my own. One day I’ll look back and see how far I’ve come. To all you out there grinding, don’t give in to your fears, doubts or insecurities. Just keep getting back up and take it one step at a time. Why rush? Everything comes in time.. #StayPositive #pushThru #beBrave

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